I've learned that expectations and happiness are sort of inextricably linked Sometimes high expextations only bring dissapointment If not outright unhappiness Enjoy life as it is, hope for the best But always prepare for the worst And never take anything for granted Just give it to God, and let Him do it for you So.. start hoping, and start believing, like I do:)

Huaaa.. udah lama banget ga nengok2 ini blog. Benernya sih tiap ari nulis, cuma ga dimasukkin ke blog aja. Mmm.. starting from Sunday, my mom’s bday (Aug 28, 2005) Happy Bday, Mom! Smoga panjang umur, sehat2, slalu bahagia. I love you more than everything! Pas bangun, koko udah bilang, ayo ajakin mami mam di SM… So, pas mami tanya.. nanti mo mam dimana nih?, gue bilang di SM aja. Mami bilang… jangan disitu deh, di tempat laen aja. Nah lo…. The problem is, surprise party nya diadain disitu. Kita udah bilang ke om2 and ie2 plus Ama, suruh dateng kesitu on lunch time. Klo Mami sampe ga mau mam disitu, gawat gawat… Untung ada dede, dia bilang “Dede kan blom pernah mam disitu, Mi.. mo cobain juga”, jadi finally she said yes. One more problem, mami mau nya dinner time, padahal kita udah set lunch time. Jadi akhirnya koko bilang, dia ada urusan pas dinner time. Mami kliatan agak bt sih:p Abis Mami & Om pulang dari Greja, plus gue & koko, cabut ke SM. Dede ama Yeni udah duluan, soalnya mereka kudu beli kue dulu. Ternyata semua udah kumpul disana.. seneng.. untung keluarga besar Bogor ga pada ngaret:p Pas masuk, koko bilang ”Loh Mi, kok bisa ada Ama?” Mami langsung kaget trus senyum2 gitu, abis itu nanya, ”Kerjaan siapa, nih?” Seneng deh, abis Mami kliatan hepi banget. Lega juga sih, surprise lunch nya lancar, walopun kecil2an. Malem2 kita dinner steamboat with yeni juga. Huaaaaa, jadi kangen Papi nih:p

Huaaaaa.. tolong, tolong.. exam dateengg! *mulai panik nih..* Trus mulai dengan penyesalan2 d :

• knapa ga nyicil blajar dari minggu lalu
• knapa waktu libur 17-an kemaren bukannya blajar.. diajak kabur ama ali & arip mau aja.. malah asik2an maen ke rumah peggy, goda2in si audrey?
• knapa waktu jakarta mati lampu kemaren bukannya blajar, malah baca2 majalah chic, ga penting banget sih..
• udah tau bahannya banyak, knapa kemaren sempet2nya nonton tv dulu, bukannya langsung blajar.. padahal jem 4 udah pulang kan gara2 kantor mati lampu.
• last but not least : knapa di kelas ga pernah merhatiin!!!! malah ribut, ngobrol2, tulis2an surat & bikin gambar2 lucu di buku catetan..

DIAN, blajar dari pengalaman dong..

Dan kalo udah gini, biasanya starting to blame others buat bela diri :

• dosennya ngajar terlalu cepet
• S1 gue kan bukan finance/accounting, so wajar dong klo gue ga bisa..
• gue ga suka finance/accounting *wah ini mah pembelaan diri abis.. bukannya elo ga suka semua plajaran ?*
• materi nya susah.. masa pelajaran 1 semester dikebut 3 kali pertemuan doang?
• kerjaan lagi banyak, so ga sempet blajar kalo di rumah *tapi kok masih sempet jalan2 ke mall sih, yan?*

Iya iya, kesimpulannya, gue tau gue salah knapa ga nyicil.. tapi tetep aja kayanya ga akan nyicil juga di the next subject:)

Hi guys, welcome to my first blog!

Guys, you must be surprised.. “gaptek” person like me, finally has a blog. Thanks guys, I’ll take it as a compliment:) *ga tau malu*

Well l what can I say about me?

I have the greatest family, ever. My parents love me so much.

My daddy is in heaven. He always say that I’ll be the most beautiful woman like Mom, that’s why he gave me Chinese name “Mei Li” (cantik). He said I’ll be a very good and bright woman (is it true, Dad? Am I?). It was hard losing you, dad.. but I know, God has plans, that sometime we never expected. I’m sure you’re happy there, in a peace place, with Jesus in your side, and angles of heaven around you. Just remember I’ll never gonna let you down. I’m here to make you proud, like you always do to me:)

My mom is the most important person in my life. She believes me in everything, she loves me not just in many ways, but in every ways. and she’s the one who say that I always look beautiful, even in my hardest time (waktu salah gunting rambut & keliatan kacau banget, waktu abis putus cinta & desperate abis, waktu lagi jerawatan, waktu sedih karena disirikin temen, waktu bt karena lagi dateng bulan, Mami selalu bilang gue cantik banget.. nice white lies, Mom). She tells me that I’m the most beautiful among the three musketeers (iyalah.. gue kan cewek ndiri.. yang laennya penyamun..). Though I started make her worry since my very first time (gue di kandungan Mami 10 bulan, bo.. sungsang pula..). I love you so much, Mom:)

And I have my step daddy. Honestly, it was not so easy at the first time. But since I knew you love my mom, you care for her a lot, you love the three musketeers (me and my bro), and you’re a good person inside, its become easier than:) Thanks for always supporting us in our bad times:) God sent you to us, in the right time. I supposed to thank Him, finally I realize that His plan is always good:)

Than my brothers! My life, my everything. What can I do without you, guys? You’re my savior, my bodyguard (suka bawel kalo gue kemana2 sendirian), my lovely personal driver (hehe..kidding), my cute pillow (yang bisa gue gebukin & cubitin kapanpun juga.. terutama dede, soalnya empuk, huehehe..), my best friends (berantem pernah juga sih, but we can though it..), my everything!! Koko & Dede, I love you so so so much:) *gubrak..jangan sampe mereka baca blog ini...!!*

Now, what you wanna know about me? I’m just an ordinary girl inside.

I love writing so much. I’ll be a famous author sometime hopefully. (Mmmm… gue suka banget ngelamun yang indah2. Kadang gue suka ngebayangin gimana kalo si A ini jadian sama si B, atau si C terus cemburuan, dll dll.. pokoknya jadi jalan cerita gitu di otak gue.. Seringnya kalo di kelas pas sekolah atau lagi kuliah gitu.. daripada ketiduran, mending gue did something usefull dong:))

I love writing poems. My first poem was published on my fave kids magazine : BOBO, when I was in elementary school. They sent me a t-shirt with two rabbits (named BOBO and UPIK), but I felt like I got the Oscar from Academy Award:)

I love writing fiction stories, with a happy ending. I like my life so much, that’s the reason, and I really want other’s life happy just like mine. That’s why I only read and write happy ending stories. (eh.. tapi kayanya waktu abis broken heart, sempet nulis crita2 sedih gitu sih.. sad ending stories.. dasar Dian.. sok sensi banget sih lo, Yan..). Sometimes I do write non-fiction articles, but not much.

Simple info about me, you can see at my profile at friendster:) --> whiterose510@yahoo.com

--God Bless You--